Friday, October 7, 2011

F.A.M.I.L.Y

Family

F is for the fucker that took away my mom , my biological father that don't mean shit to me , a Jealous violent "lunatic" he tried to say that he didn't take his meds and mother told him she was leaving, in rage he stabbed her to death right in front of me , my brother tried to stop him but he threw him against the wall , she was too good for him wela warned her , But she was too stubborn they say Im just like her exept my additude is worse .
A - is for the achohlic of a grandfather that I have . I'm your baby ? Shut the fuck up . The green bottle is your baby . Changing welas mind about shit I should be able to fo . The reason I can't go out and my best friend -_- you over react abou every fucking thing . The scar on my arm is cause when you broke my iPod -.- I'll have those scars for ever , I'll remember that night for ever acholic over proctected bitch .
M-is for maybe . All the curiousity. All the questions that I'm too young to know the answer to . For the question what if I did care would shit be better ? would I have more friends ? Would old man not hate me ? Would I be more like that two faced bitch ?
I- I is for ignorance . My family has alot of it. It's so Fucking annoying -.- like what the fuck is wrong with you ? How the fuck am I related to them ? I'm so different !
L - l is for lack of communication , something my family really needs to fix >.<
y- is for your not trusted ! I'm not trusted in this house none of the kids are my brother can't go to the park without wela thinking he's sparking -.-
Carlos can't have a Honda with out Leo thinking he's racing
I can't go anywhere with out meeting up with boys and talking to boys , I can't do shit and I Blame my brothers for it ,

Overall I feel like a polar bear among pandas , painting itself just to fit in

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